churning

there are 2 incidents of my life
as a kid i am pedling my bicycle on a summer afternoon praying to god to help me win a quiz
and second is me as an adult(still a kid by some measures) praying that may my voice be heard across a distance of 70 kms
in 1st i won in 2nd i lost
i also failed to make the cut in aipg and comed
having seen this i got a fair idea what is required of me so may will be sweeter than jan