the HAPPINESS PARADOX

coming from a group of people
who detest studying
and love talking to people
and having bunked a sessional once coz i had to read a novel and talk to a friend
i find is strangly amusing that i m happy studying while its really hard to spend my free time happily while keeping the same level of joy intact
i guess its coz studying is purposeful and has a meaning while whiling my time on orkut is kinda sad coz is devoid of meaning
so find some purpose and be involved in someting and ull find little more than a quantum of solace

one moment please

8.17 am
munirka,delhi
my eyes are still heavey owing to lack of sleep as i try to cross a road while the sun is climbing the sky
all i have is a moment in wih i need to run across as a car shoots past
all we have is a moment thats all we HAVE GOT
all the tings to b done dreams hopes are in this moment
i can sit back relax njoi sleep and laze while watching it go away like an old friend walkin down the road or i can seize it strike a friendship and play with it till death does us part
in life there is no single big choice
its made up of a million small ones the key is to know what u want
((it mAY b someting as simple as fulfilling a craving or may b finding fullfillment ))
and know how it is like instead of mere dreaming
the key is to act
carpe diem(seize the moment)

turning a new leaf

this 1 is bout changing old habits
changin thots comes easy to me but i have had a tuff time changin the way i act
so how to do it?
hABIT IN QUESTION ---CRAMMING FOR PG ENTERANCE
Factors anti-- inertia of rest
not enuf belief in the task
mundane nature and too many distractions


factors pro--- a little voice at back of head read conscience
diagnosing and treating is fun n in order to do that i must slog


so this is my analysis of my habit of pocrastinating stds
lets c how soon i turn over a new leaf