the dark night

saina nehwal won indonasian open ; gr8 going
not much to rite coz have tons to read
i wonder why i do it?
running the rat race
cramming useful stuff n shit alike
not stratgising at al
too confused at the mmt but still running
tink ill sit n take 3 long breaths bfr i start running again

my heroes

swami vivekananda - realised advaita + gr8 intellect
da vinchi - astounding intellect with amazing output despite his procrastination
socrates - his quest for truth and conviction in his beliefs for wih he willingly darnk poison
house,holmes,dr bell--same guy for keen mind and again love of truth
buddha-compassion
bhagat singh , 300-amazing valor
kasparov alekhine-sheer dominance over their chosen arena
lance armstrong --gr8 comeback
contd.....

saying gudbye

well makin friends and loosing touch with them is a common place occourance
the reasons can be
station aa gaya (train journeys-- this 1 s rare)
got busy
moved outa town
some misundrstandins
idiopathic
accidents and misshaps

and where there used to b a breathing pulsating person whom we percived as a timepass a reource an inspiration depending on the frame of our mind is left a void of our time or a void in our psyce or nothing depending again on the strength to wih we had binded our selves wid the person

and tho i am much tempted to write the pain of losing sm1 u luv can send u in a bottomless pit of despair so da soul shrivels from lonliness and te hole in the heart tends to suck u but
its bull shit
the point being mind has a tendency of sticking to patterns
some more than the others and parheps this coupled with our dependence is responsible or the pain of saying goodbye
again some people are great at letting tings go
some suck at it

along with dancing , quitting procratinating this is the third thing that i have not yet accomplished and thATS COZ
i dont care bout the objects of 1st 2
and i care a little bit too much when it comes to third

right brain

life's is varitey
u get to se so many emotions so many sensory perceptions and tho its tempting to launch into a discussion of wats real and matrix stuff but samantic hairsplitting is not todays agenda

have u ever been low in life and next mmt u get a good news and wham there u go the current of emotions blowing n the pposit direction
well
since childhood i always was in love wid music n tho not proficient in any forms i derive great pleasure out of it

luking for something pure like an element in a sea of compounds but again elements are to b purified coz nature runs toward ompound

wen people who were around u for long leaave thers a hollow left
the mind trying to run on the same ruts
its not much diffrent from asking for a valentino burger but much intense in nature and much more complex